No work today as it is an official holiday here in Abu Dhabi.  My favorite spot in the room is the terrace, where i can just relax and be myself. Life is lonely here and i can feel that you can never trust anybody here.  It's hard to give your trust and confidence, not even to friends.  One blink of an eye and they will be go against you.  It's better if you just learn to be just be happy just by yourself.  I promise that to promise, to learn to depend on to no one.  Life is boring here... but i am here for work. As much as possible i don't want to complicate my life but it's seems inevitable for now.  I just hope that when things end, everything will be well for me.