Franz

Franz
I am the master of my life; i am the doctor of myself

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

nothing very special happened today. but i had a great day. as usual i always looked at that way. the only thing that's not so nice today is this girl who happened to be my cuz...but so paranoid and i guess she so insecure of herself.. i dont know what her problem is, and caused her to say those unfriendly words, and to think we have not met since ages. the last time i saw her was when she was still a baby. so obviously she doesnt know me at all, but what i've heard from her bro, that was when i was still talking with her bro, was that she suffered anxiety attact / depression before and he said she told them that she heard voices.and before hand she mentioned that she had been a victim of witchcraft. duh?! well i dont really know what exactly happened to her but it is really clear to me that she has emotional problem. so before i could say anything that might hurt her i removed her from my friends's list or else i will be the one getting hurt by her rudeness. but then,whatever her reason is she still managed to stalk me and left comments which i think is inappropriate, and she's using a different name, but unfortunately her real name came out in her profile ..she really thought i am that stupid? just because i was born yesterday? her family might be financially stable than ours but we have respect for others and she doesn't have the right to put me down.i dont know what to do with her actually. one thing's for sure, i will never ever trust her again, and things will never be the same again. too bad that because of other people's insecurity one becomes a victim. ..i just wish that she will learn to accept herself and respect others..and it's even crazy coz she's active in church's activities. ..talk about real CHRISTian. anyways, i am just cool, and i know i just have to keep my silence so it wont go too far. afterall patience is a virtue..thanks again for reading...hope you will have  avery goodnight..meteors can be visible tonight, so i'll try to watchout, the sky is clear so i might be able witness the shower..weeee

love
and
kisses
franz


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